if i'm honest single

2020

Listen on: Spotify, Apple Music, Bandcamp, YouTube.

Part of: #pinkfridays vol. II.

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If I’m honest I’m addicted to losing
Real honest, I’m a sucker for the losing side
I don’t even wanna know why
No, I don’t even wanna know why
If I’m honest I’m addicted to losing
Real honest, I’m a sucker for the losing side
I don’t even wanna know why
No, I don’t even wanna know why

I think it's easier to know
Something ain't gonna work out
It's easier than looking inside of me
To see what's wrong
I know it's much easier to blame
This fucked up world
And you, every single fucking one of you
For having me misunderstood

If I hate you
Will you love me?
If I hate you
Will you?

'cause if I’m honest I’m addicted to losing
Real honest, I’m a sucker for the losing side
I don’t even wanna know why
No, I don’t even wanna know why
If I’m honest I’m addicted to losing
Real honest, I’m a sucker for the losing side
I don’t even wanna know why
No, I don’t even wanna know why

Self sabotage, sweeter than any other drug
Of course I wouldn't know
But I'm pretty sure I'm right
It's much easier to stay put
Than to even fake a move
Much nicer to remain
Than to leave everything behind

If I hate you
Will you love me?
If I hate you
Will you?

'cause if I’m honest I’m addicted to losing
Real honest, I’m a sucker for the losing side
I don’t even wanna know why
No, I don’t even wanna know why
If I’m honest I’m addicted to losing
Real honest, I’m a sucker for the losing side
I don’t even wanna know why
No, I don’t even wanna know why

If I'm honest
Will you love me?
If I'm honest
Really honest
Will you love me?
If I'm honest
If I'm honest
If I'm honest