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32 isn’t old. I checked.

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Jan 22, 2025

Newsletter Issue →

4


Hey, it’s Sash:

Today is my birthday. I’m 32.

Here’s a list of amazing people who died at 32: Bruce Lee, Alexander the Great, John Bonham, Keith Moon, Cass Elliott, Srinivasa Ramanujan.

Their lives were short but incredibly impactful. It’s inspiring to think of all they accomplished — a reminder to keep going, raise my game, and make it count!


→ What I’m Creating

⨀ New Essay → “The Rhythm of Creativity”

This week, I reflected on the contraction (artistic output) and expansion (rest) of an artist’s soul.

With time, I’ve learnt that nonstop contraction leads to burnout. I still slip into old habits, but I’m better at honouring my own creative rhythm now.

⨀ New Poems

I uploaded seven new poems to my website.

My personal favourite → “el sol en la cara”

⨀ Next Single → She Can Be

My goal is to release this by the end of January (which is coming up fast!).

It’s been a deceptively tricky song to produce and mix — one of those where the challenge sneaks in when you least expect it.

But I’m starting to see the light and feeling confident I’ll pull it off in time.


→ What I’m Learning

⨀ Book Notes — Blood, Sweat, and Pixels​

I just posted notes on this fascinating book about the unpredictable art of making video games.

It’s a much more non-linear creative process than music, painting, or writing.

Seeing the contrast between big studio projects (Uncharted) and indie solo efforts (Stardew Valley) was especially eye-opening.

As a creator, I’m naturally drawn to the indie approach — the scrappy determination and personal vision really resonate with me.

⨀ Slowing Down

Funnily enough, slowing down seems to be the answer to almost everything.

I was reminded of this recently in swimming: I couldn’t get my breathing or heart rate to settle, no matter how hard I tried. When I finally slowed down, everything clicked — I’m swimming more lengths now, watch out Léon Marchand!

It’s a great reminder for all areas of life: creative, professional, personal.

When you’re tempted to rush, try slowing down instead.


→ What I’m Loving

This week, I’m grateful for my body.

I’ve been exercising a lot, and it’s a blessing to have a healthy body that responds well to training.

Birthdays always remind me of mortality (see: how I opened this email), but they also remind me to appreciate what I have — and there’s still a lot of youth left to enjoy.


Thanks for being here with me. Signing off from Lekunberri now and heading to Donosti to celebrate with friends.

A closing thought:

“Don’t fear failure. — Not failure, but low aim, is the crime. In great attempts it is glorious even to fail.” ~ Bruce Lee

A fitting reminder as I celebrate another year of life — and another week of creating, learning, and growing.

And happy one-month birthday to this little newsletter — today’s the 4th issue!

Sash
​⨀ Website: sashasmith.net
​⨀ Email: sasha@sashasmith.net
​⨀ What I’m doing now: sashasmith.net/now​

P.S. How old are you? And when is your birthday?


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